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I hate to feel ill and this weekend was the worst possible to get ill. We had concert on Friday and Sat, where I had to sing a solo on one of the songs. On Sun there was this gospel concert that I went to and I couldn’t sing cause of my throat…
After that it got a bit better as I got a visit from 2 guys from my choir and we had raspberry pie and watched a comedy show and then ”The Lord of the Rings” was on tele. A really nice evening. So different and nice to have someone over and just hang out. Was a while since last time.
Today is riding day. Only reason why I leave from home today, otherwise I would have stayed at home ’til tomorrow. Well, time for dinner…
[The Best Is Yet To Come lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
Hold on, my brother, don’t give up
Hold on, my sister, just look up
There is a master plan in store for you
If you just make it through
Hold on, my sister, just look up
There is a master plan in store for you
If you just make it through
God’s gonna really blow your mind
He’s gonna make it worth your time
For all of the trouble you’ve been through
The blessings doubled just for you
The best is yet to come
Today is the first day of the best days of your life
You ain’t seen nothing
You ain’t seen nothing yet
This is Donald Lawrence and The Tri-City Singers. It is a song I have been listening to a lot lately. Started mainly because it is gospel, but ended up encouraging me a lot. I really have to believe that the best is before me, that it is to come, that God has a plan for me and if I trust in Him it will be alright. If I only hold on, He is gonna help me through.
Thank you M for sending this to me!
until I start my Poker education at work! This means I will go to work at 10 am and can go home at 6 pm!!!!! And I get free weekends! I’m gonna love December!
On wednesday I will get a full body massage from a colleague at work! Gonna be so nice! And it’s cheap too…=)
Well, it’s getting kinda late…have to go to bed…
over and out
Just watched Heroes s02e07 and it ended in a really good cliffhanger…I hate when that happens, though it’s a sign that it is a good series. I can never predict what is about to happen and it keeps me on my toes.
Onto other things. I started horseback riding again, and I still love it. After the breakup I have been feeling better than in a long time, I get to take care of myself, really take care of me, think only of me, what do I want, what makes me feel good. It’s a new journey to find myself again, and get back to my own faith. I will never make that mistake again, have a non christian boyfriend. Next time I will take it slower, get to know the guy before I jump through the hoops.
Soon Saw IV will go up on the movies here in Sweden. That, I bet, will be one scary movie. I have seen the 3 others,though at home with some protecting company, so really have to go see this one in the movies. Just hope to have some protecting company there too…
Well, it’s off to work in an hour. Stopping by the best candy store in town on the way…cheap and fresh! That is not very common these days.
Cya all later as I would say in WoW…
Ok, so here I am again…long time ago, but now I’m back. Back to my corner…well, a lot has happened in the last 3 weeks…since 12th of October I’m single…but I think mentally, in the back of my head, I have felt single for the last 6 months…It started with me getting irritated on stuff he did, said and didn’t do, and at the same time I think my emotions started to fade. I mean, if you really love someone you should be able to live with their flaws as well as the good parts, but in the end I couldn’t. I tried to change him as a person, tried to make him better suited for me and thats not how it’s supposed to work.
So now I’m back in the saddle, literally too as I took up horseback riding again. When I was young I took lessons for 6 years, loved it, but it is an expensive sport. But now, as a full time job kinda gal, I have the money and time, so why not. And, I need to pamper myself a bit as well nowadays, no one else does…
As the title of this post says, I live in a constant state of perhaps. Perhaps I have something to do this weekend, perhaps I’m gonna call someone. It’s a nice change, though I feel a bit lonely as I used to hang out with my ex all weekends. Now, when it’s over, I don’t have that many friends left as we used to hang with his friends a lot. Yet another part I tried to change, I wanted him to get to know my friends and hoping to get a gang to hang with where we both would fit in…never happened. This, in my opinion, is something that should happen naturally, my boyfriend should want to meet my friends…Though, can’t be too hard on him.
My best friends, who all live 150 km away he got along with great. I just don’t have that many good friends where I live now…sadly. Well, thats a work in progress, I try to get out there as much as possible, going to the movies tonight, taking a ”fika” tomorrow, going to a concert tomorrow where I probably meet some folks I kinda know. Hopefully I get invited to something in the evening, otherwise I’ll be sharing my thoughts about it here with you.
Over and out, into the shower…
